Spiral to Zero
As a body mind, as Pete Kilkenny, I discover that I did absolutely nothing to get here. This will certainly be weird and hard for you to accept but everything happens effortlessly by itself.
So stop trying.
I have returned to be the joyous observer that is my natural abode. Just like you were as a child before the trouble started, before the ego began to misinterpret what you truly are.
Go beyond appearances. From nothing you came into existence and to nothing you shall return. Don't wait, you are not what you think you are.
The story, "Spiral to Zero", began to write itself when my son turned 13. I gradually became aware of many aspects and very important events that happened according to the sequence 0,1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21,34,55,89 so called fibonacci in later time though this sequence is reflected abundantly in the natural world.
Like Robert Graves I don't give a damn if you put all this down to coincidence.
Meanwhile I will live in the joy of knowing that there is nothing to achieve. I'm spiraling to Zero & it's child's play.
The story is written in the stars. It will appear on paper by the 1st December 2019